farewell.. is it easy for you?

(i hate you, i miss you)

Shit man, i do feel so sorry, ’bout to say something what..
it’s obvious.. since you do everything hastily, always going up and down with our love easily at your lips
as a person, i already received a lot of pains from you..
so how do you want me to quickly send you a report of our breakup?
only being able to flip a few pages of a book that we were going to read..
now our recently started love meets farewell faster than memories..
even if you take all the blame, i have nothing to say
saying that i wish that there were no memories.. i have nothing else to say
love of a celebrity… it’s always like this

my broken heart.. when we loved you shook my heart
now when we’re breaking up, you break that heart..
when you smash apart the heart that loved you, it hurts so much
how am i supposed to live? is it the end once you leave like this?
don’t you know that wounds that you gave me? can’t you think of me who’s crying?
it hurts so much
me, who has become alone..
is farewell easy for you?

(i hate you i miss you)

i drink every night to comfort my day.. having nowhere to go, my heart hurts, hurts
the moment that the memories with you become buried in pictures, why do you leave, leave
leaving my heart in pain, can’t you heart my heart? .. it’s crying out to you..
if you tell me to die, i’ll die. i need you to live.. i even gave you all of my heart
now expressions, spaces of our relationship
what kind of problems make you so hard and sad and weak
even you’re better than thousands of people, it’s merely a moment
even then, those feelings become merely a picture in the heart after a few days
it’s easier than you think. me, who looked at the one whom i truly loved leaving…
more than that.. the story that’s like a sad move… my story

you who destroyed everything and left

my broken heart.. when we loved you shook my heart
now when we’re breaking up, you break that heart..
when you smash apart the heart that loved you, it hurts so much
how am i supposed to live? is it the end once you leave like this?
don’t you know that wounds that you gave me? can’t you think of me who’s crying?
it hurts so much
me, who has become alone..

if you’re going to leave me like this, take everything and go
even the yearning for the happy memories that will slowly start to annoy me, even the love that remains in my heart

is farewell easy for you? when we loved you shook my heart..
now when we’re breaking up, even after you’ve smashed apart the heart that loved me
don’t you know the hurt?
can you endure it? is it the end once you leave like this?
are you going to hurt someone else? can’t you think of me who’s crying?
it hurts so much
me, who has become alone..

wake up, fool. you’re not my person. now we can’t even go back to before
you know it too.. my heart that looked at only you, only you
i should have said it earlier.. even though i repeated it countless times:
“sorry.. i love you..” even though i put those words in my mouth repeatedly
i should have said it earlier.. even though i repeated it countless times
yeah.. the person who’s me is like this..

After the after glow sets,
I’m going towards you,
Following the lights which turn on one by one

I’ll embrace you,
Before the cold wind makes your shoulders flinch

I love you,
The foolish you,
You’re so precious to me

As much as the sun that rises above you,
I’ll keep you safe as much as you’ve waited for me, with this glaring heart,
All the dreams I’ve prayed for,
They’re going towards you with my sincere scent

I hope that my wishes of smiling next to you every new morning,
Will be able to come true

I’ll wait for you,
I’ll never let go of your hands,
Even if it’s only tears,
I’ll wipe them away for you

Although we are not able to see the end,
No matter how bumpy our road is,
I’ll promise you, please be mine

As much as the sun that rises above you,
I’ll keep you safe as much as you’ve waited for me, with this glaring heart,
All the dreams I’ve prayed for,
They’re going towards you with my sincere scent,
More than the air I breathe,

‘I love you’ ‘You’re the only one’,
I want to yell those words out into the sky
I love you, my heart which feels like bursting is calling out to you

No matter how many times they find us,
No matter if we can’t breathe,

Like those invisible flower-like smiles,
Which shine just like the stars,
I’ll keep you safe beautifully

As much as the sun that rises above you,
I’ll keep you safe as much as you’ve waited for me, with this glaring heart,
I love you, I love you,
You’re the most beautiful in this world,
This dream-like heart,
More than the air I breathe

1. i was really happy when 2pm(taec,jay,khun)+2am(kwon)+shinee(kimkey)+suju(min,dong,hyuk,yesung) sang the gee of snsd. Eunhyuk's rap part is the best!!
2. i was sad about onew's falling on his performance for Juliette.
3. i was really happy about shinee dancing H.O.T "We Are The Future" because it has so many part of Key and Minho! AHAHAH! XD
4. i was really happy about the 2ne1's version of Umbrella but also sad because of that performance onew fall.
5. i was really happy about snsd's comeback. for sure, it's SM TOWN DOMINATION~ once again.
6. i was really happy about Shinee promoting Snsd.. Minho shouting "my genie" and then shinee dancing it and then Suju also promoting Shindong shouting "Genie" and then Heechul "Genie for ELF..blabla"
7. i was sad about sungmin being injured.. i wish he danced sorry and gee TT_TT.. he injured his knees.. and i don't know the reason
8. i was happy about kyuhyun and siwon saving onew. and sad because onew fainted.
9. I'M GONNA MISS SUJU~~!!!!! TT_TT I was like teary eyed when watching there last performance on Mubank~ TT_TT I love eunhyuk with eye glasses but siwon crack.

IM FRUSTRATED ABOUT MUBANK~!!!! MAYBE THEY SHOULD TAKE CARE ABOUT THERE MATERIALS.. AND STRESS FOR SOME APPLICATION FORM ON HOW I WILL GET IT.. AND ALSO CORO~ aish~ *sighs*

currently.. missing someone.. *sighs*
I MISS SOMEONE~~~!!
WAAAAAAAAAAA~!!! TT_TT